I think im funny. Not because i tell good jokes or make people laugh. But because i know what my body needs, yet I find myself slacking in that area. For example. For the past 2 months, I’ve been miserable. I wake up every day dreading the day ahead. I dread school and work and most importantly going back to sleep. Yesterday i had a bit of a mental breakdown. I was upset because i felt like i had nothing to live for. And i will not lie, i still feel. Because it hasn’t even been 24 hours since the conversation with my mom. My mom kept telling me that we need to live for what we have. Then i thought back to January. I was in a better state of mind (but then again, i didnt have as much on my mind as i do now). And i kept thinking what I was doing back then that helped me be better. And i remembered. I was running and waking up early and having fun. So this morning, i joined my seminary class and stayed awake. I came downstairs and ran 0.77 miles. I know it isn’t much, but, it’s a start. What i find crazy is that im not in the least bit sleepy. Normally I’ll wake up at 8 and be so tried i cant keep my eyes open. Maybe it’s because i just ran, but i am up and ready for today. I am ready for what the day brings. Yeah, i might not like everything that comes my way, but i am ready for it. Heres your reminder that even if you feel like crap, work your body, go in the sun, or do something to help your body make the energy you crave!!!!
Xoxo